Sex mistaken for love? Yes, that’s probably true.
But maybe it’s the only thing that’ll ease the pain I’m going through.
It makes me feel a certain safety although I’m putting myself in danger.
It fills me with happiness. For the moment I can forget the anger.
The only thing that can make me feel so loved – so needed.
I forget everything else in the world when the moment gets heated.
If this is what I have to do to reach euphoria, count me in.
If this takes away the pain, I’ll do it again and again.Heroin: a death sentence? Yes, I’ve heard that too.
I’m only trying to feel something. A nice high would do.
I’d like to shoot that liquid deep into my veins.
Feel it rushing through my body taking away the pain.
I want to know what was so great – why she’d leave me for this.
The only way I’ll find out is to see if it makes me remiss.
If this is what I have to do to reach euphoria, count me in.
If this takes away the pain, I’ll do it again and again.
It releases my tension. I don’t have to be so angry.
When I slice my wrists and the blood engulfs my arm,
I still don’t believe that I’m doing any harm.
Sometimes I regret all the scars
But they’ll always remind me that life was hard.
If this is what I have to do to reach euphoria, count me in.
If this takes away the pain, I’ll do it again and again.
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